I May Be A Fan Of The Revival Culture

Let me preface by saying that I am very purposely seeking a path. I am reading books about Cristians and mystics and I most relate to the Tao The Ching. I follow my heart hum as best as I am able, I use words like "heart hum." My boyfriend and my closest girlfriend are on the same "organized religion and particularly organized christianty is a fear based and too often dangerous" kind of mindset. And I get it, I really think that I get it. My boyfriend grew up in a Catholic community and my girlfriend teaches middle school theater to very beautiful students of many paths.